(Published by OldAuditor on April 3, 2011)
If you consider that personal spiritual freedom is achieved by limiting your awareness, please read no further. If you have unanswered questions about your auditing, I may have some information that will indicate to you.
If you are a last life clear or have not been allowed to attest to the state of clear this lifetime, you may have wondered why your auditing by the Church of Scientology was so unsatisfying and downright invalidating. If you were on church lines, you probably noticed that the auditors seemed to keep on taking up questions that were not charged. They would determinedly hammer away to see what you were withholding until you were ready to scream. The more you protested, the surer they were that you needed more security checking.
These auditors were stirring up charge that they were not handling.
To illustrate what I mean, let’s start with an excerpt from a publicly available bulletin from Ron Hubbard:
HUBBARD COMMUNICATIONS OFFICE
Saint Hill Manor, East Grinstead, Sussex
HCO BULLETIN OF 30 JULY 1980
THE NATURE OF A BEING
When one is associating with or attempting to guide or handle a person, it is necessary to know something of the nature of a being.
If a being were a single unit, separated from all other beings, conditions and current influences, the task of understanding him would be relatively simple and philosophers would have had it all worked out long before Dianetics and Scientology.
A single unit being responds to the most elementary and simple rules and laws you will find in Dianetics and Scientology. …/…
The fact of the matter is that when one addresses a person, a human being “in the flesh” one is not addressing a simple being. …/…
What you see as a human being, a person, is not a single unit being. …/… There are also the entities (as discussed in “Dianetics, The Modern Science of Mental Health”, pages 84-90, and also “The History Of Man”, pages 13-14, 43, 75-77). These follow all the rules and laws and phenomena of single beings.
(end fair use)
To cut to the chase, there is you and there is also other stuff of a spiritual nature to handle.
In 23 years of auditing, I have verified this to be true beyond all shadow of doubt. It is true whether you are a highly audited Scientology OT or a raw public person walking in the door for the first time.
In the Church of Scientology, most of this other stuff (at least the entities) was relegated to the super confidential OT levels, even though you can find references scattered through non-confidential books and bulletins as indicated above.
What this means is that you were expected to handle your “personal” charge while being audited below the state of clear and you would handle the other charge on your OT levels. Back in the early Seventies, this probably worked very well for most people.
Unfortunately, there are an increasing number of you who have been clear for some time and you have not been allowed to attest to the state of clear for some reason or other. As a result, you have been run on Dianetics or grades processes with less than optimum results. Usually you would bog down and go nowhere when the auditor persisted in following up reads when you felt you had no charge on the question. You would probably protest, feel upset or finally get resigned when the auditor did not seem to be duplicating you.
What this meant is that your auditors have been getting “false” reads on asking you auditing questions and they were not allowed to follow the reads and actually handle the charge that had been stirred up. The best they could do was to check back these “false” reads to when they were first seen by an auditor and attempt to handle by letting you communicate about it.
If they knew you were clear, they might run a correction list and finally indicate that “the read was not yours” or that the “picture was not yours”. Most of you could feel that this was true and were satisfied enough that your needle would float and you could go on. The entities that had been stirred up would hopefully stop being restimulated and life would go on.
But, the current church auditors “know” you aren’t clear because Dear Leader said so and continue to run you on processes that don’t indicate and hound you for withholds you don’t have. You start reading on protest and get sad enough that your ARCX needle is read as an F/N and you finally end session and escape.
There is a solution and that is for the auditor to listen to the PC and duplicate what is going on. When I get a PC reading on a question and the PC say he has nothing on it. I make the usual checks to see if there is protest, invalidation, etc. and if it doesn’t clean up, I ask the PC if the charge is his or someone else’s. If he F/Ns on saying it is someone else’s we go on to other things. If he spots the source of the read, we follow the read up and terminatedly handle it. It’s really not a big deal.
You who have already gone clear and not been acknowledged, and there are a lot of you today, are getting a double whammy. You may have gotten free of your own reactive mind, but you are getting lots of confusing images and random thoughts which would seem to invalidate the hell out of your state of case. You may even “hear” voices and crystal clear thoughts which don’t seem to make sense.
If you can perceive your OT case, you can be coached by a highly trained auditor to handle what you perceive. In this way, you can get through your grades, etc. with no confusion on where the charge is coming from. If the charge is yours, you get swift relief. If the charge belongs to the entities mentioned above, it is handled quickly and you get even more relief.
Once you get a reality on where many of your upsets and non-optimum actions are actually coming from, you will waste no time in getting yourself onto the OT levels where you can solo audit.
Repairing the results of church auditing is remarkably swift. Cleaning up unhandled charge and rehabilitating whatever states of case were invalidated puts you back in action with a renewed interest in life.
You were smart enough to leave a suppressive environment, now invest a few hours and rehabilitate yourself so your attention is freed up and can be focused on creating your future.
~~David St Lawrence
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Chris Thompson on May 1st, 2011 Edit comment
Good observation and I concur. My CD sets are overt products from the packaging to the CDs themselves-
most obvious problems are the indexing of information is not done similarly from one CD to the next – even within the same set. Also the indexing information is not complete such as name, date, location. I challenged this asking if “factory seconds” had been shipped to me. I was told that they “weren’t aware” of there being any problems and that my negative comments were the first and they would check into it