It took a lot of courage to leave the cult of Miscavige – are you ready for the next step?

(Posted by OldAuditor on March 17, 2011)

If you are like many Scientologists, you became a Scientologist to achieve a lifelong dream. Once you realized your dreams had become a nightmare of invalidation and crush regging, you withdrew your support and then eventually made the decision to become an independent Scientologist or to become a non-scientologist.

Whatever route you have chosen, I commend you for taking your life in your hands and making a decision that will change your life for the better.

If you are like most of us, you probably need to spend some time getting your wits together in a quiet and non-threatening environment. Changing to a non-scientology employer is a good way to find out what life is like in the real world. You will make more money than in a WISE company and you will not be visited by IAS regges at work or be hounded to attend Miscavige events.

You may have to deal with the fact that your Kool-Aid drinking friends will shun you and may try to discredit you with companies and people you have done business with. You may have to deal with a divorce where your spouse and OSA will do everything possible to wring money out of you by making you as wrong as possible.

You will have to steel yourself and rediscover your Code of Honor to handle the avalanche of invalidation you may receive from people you used to trust. They will push every possible button to get you to feel guilty for your “betrayal” of the cult that has been sucking the life out of you for years.

The only way they can impinge on you is if you have not fully completed your Doubt Formula. Once that is done and published widely for all to see, the OSA goons have to resort to broadcasting the contents of your confidential session worksheets and O/W write-ups. This betrayal of trust is infuriating, but the upset can be handled in a few sessions from a professional auditor in the independent field.

Whether you are willing to admit it or not, you have survived a cult experience of some magnitude. You have been exposed to time-honored mind control techniques that have taught you to subjugate yourself to “Command Intention” and have gone into a condition of Treason or lower on the First Dynamic.

Left alone in a non-threatening environment where you can do lots of physical work, you can work out of the trance state within a few years, but the emotional scars remain where they can easily be restimulated by a casual remark that is uttered with no intent to harm. Life in the church leaves you with emotional land mines that will make you cautious about involving yourself with new people and unwilling to try new things because you will never know what is going to create a painful experience.

You have left the cult, but you have not removed the cult from your life. The invalidation and wrong indications you received will affect every relationship from here on out unless you take the time to address the issues that haunt you.

It does not take that long to do a repair action in the independent field. There are more practitioners coming on line every month. Some people are auditing themselves and others are setting up co-audits.

There are many tools available for those who really want to rid themselves of their cult of Miscavige engrams. We will be writing about these in future articles, but if you wish to get started now, send me an email at oldauditor@possiblyhelpfuladvice.com and you will get a response from me or Plain Old Thetan who helps me host this blog.

There is a bright new world waiting for you outside the cult of Miscavige. Give yourself the best possible chance of enjoying your new freedom by running out the painful memories of your Miscavige years.

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Watchful Navigator  on March 19th, 2011 Edit comment

I wanted to put in a good word of deep appreciation for PlainOldThetan helping me clean-up tons of by-passed charge picked-up from my experience on staff. He C/Sed me long-distance and helped me get on track cleaning up dozens of deeply-charged out-lists.

Solo is a real option if you are training-oriented, have limited economic means or are a distance away from a twin or auditor, and especially if you have a meter and some training already – no matter your case level. And I have been highly successful with a lot less training than you might think.

I highly recommend getting your case cleaned up one way or another because it really does brighten life back up.

Someday I will be able to openly join those delivering these valuable services. Meanwhile I have my own special position helping others find this Underground Railroad to real spiritual freedom. Freedom from the overwhelm of rampant no-auditing, out-tech and abuses of the Auditor’s Code.

Thanks so much OldAuditor and PlainOldThetan for being there and doing what you are doing!

OldAuditor  on March 27th, 2011 Edit comment

From the responses I am getting, I see that some readers are valiantly trying to wrestle with their doubts about the Church of Scientology. This can be an almost overwhelming task, since you are still connected to one of the most suppressive influences of your life.

To work through Doubt, you will need to know as much as possible about what you can expect from the independent practitioners who deliver services in the field.

I will be happy to answer all your questions, but you must realize that you are committing a HIGH CRINE according to the church by reading this blog and by actually exchanging emails with me.

What that means is that you must actually face the prospect that your Doubt formula may result in a decision that will not be approved by the church.

If you are trying to get assistance from outside the church to help you recover from church abuse and out-tech and you are still trying to stay connected to the church and its policies for social reasons, you will have withholds from both sides and you will not benefit from any attempts to help you.

If your life is a mess of worries and illnesses, there are standard actions that will clear all of that up in short order. We deliver those services here in the field every week.

The first step of getting help in the independent field is to honestly complete your Doubt formula on your First and Third Dynamics. If you have been a loyal church member, they have been crushed together to the point where your First Dynamic is subordinate to your church membership.

Once you sort that out, the rest will make a great deal of sense.

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